This is my first blog, thought I tell everyone a little about myself. I am a 40 year old male who basically has thrown away most of the opportunities that have come my way. I am always a dreamer, who gave great advice to people, but yet was too afraid to do anything for myself or try. I forgot what is was like to live and now I am just a former shell of the person that I once was. I thought I give blogging a chance while I get back into the real world again.